August 2011
1 post
June 2011
1 post
April 2011
2 posts
“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t...”
– Louise Erdrich (The Painted Drum)
February 2011
1 post
January 2011
3 posts
You don’t fit in your clothes anymore, none to say the least your own skin. Crying because your face isnt yours, not what it used to be. Getting older? No, that’s not the case here. Everyone won. But you knew this was going to happen, you fucking knew it, don’t act so surprised. They beat you to it, and now they are playing your part, better even. You’re nothing now.
...
December 2010
2 posts
I believe it's time to sew my mouth shut and eat...
November 2010
1 post
shadows in the most peculiar places.
People laugh when I tell them that I don’t want to grow up. But I mean it to the extent that I cry almost all of the time because I am so afraid. So, so, so afraid.
I’m terrified of the world and everything that lies in it.
October 2010
5 posts
“No one tires of dreaming, because dreaming is forgetting, and forgetting doesn’t...”
– Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via wearebasiclight)
You grew wings, on your heart
But you let it out your ribcage, And it flew into the dark
just like a ghost it flutters by my window When I need my sleep the most
September 2010
1 post
“You are not special. You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the...”
– Fight Club, Chuck Palahniuk (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
July 2010
4 posts
“I don’t talk things, sir. I talk the meaning of things. I sit here and know I’m...”
– Faber, Fahrenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury (via olive-you) (via breathingvioletfog) (via letlovewriteonyou)
June 2010
8 posts
Lately, everything has been feeling like Déjà vu.
My bones are still crushing against eachother. & I still feel the (what I’ve come to accept) eternal pain rushing through spine.
I still hunch. & I never remembered how to breathe.
I still can’t exhale without a hint of sorrow. & my eyelids are still heavy.
My thoughts still hurt, & I still can’t see.
but at least my heart is still beating..
I guess he never...
You’ve set on me but you are not the sun
May 2010
9 posts
There is a haunting laugh playing in my head.
Over and over it rings in my skull.
“You’ve wasted your times,
on my heart you’ve burned”
Everything ends, right?
But what if i’m the one always ending them?
I never give anything a chance.
I want to rest my eyes forever. They’ve seen enough. I’ve done enough.
The irony of this quote..
“Doesn’t every girl just want that relationship that they see in the movies, you know the one where you sneak behind everyone’s back just to spend time with the one you love because you love them so much you’re willing to lie to everyone to just be with them.”
“I know the timing isn’t great, but these things, you just can’t plan. I just...”
– Motion City Soundtrack (via kidlovesdoodles) (via thisbruisedheart)
April 2010
2 posts
“You can put any face behind a mask, but be careful because someone else might be...”
– Cassie, Skins (via kidlovesdoodles)
March 2010
7 posts
“Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you...”
– Neil Gaiman (via loveyourchaos)
Even if my heart sets on fire
I know I’ll still forgive you.
I thought I was okay.
I really thought I was okay.
I guess I’m not, and there is so much he can do. So much.
But I’m not special enough, fuck, I never was.
I won’t let me fool you.
February 2010
1 post
January 2010
12 posts
(These thoughts help)
I have daydreams where I am falling down, through the sky.
And with every inch I fall, I fade into the air.
Parts of me dissapear, and I start to feel less.
And even though, in my mind I know that soon I will no longer exist…
I feel happy. The happiness overwhelms me in my last few seconds,
because I know the battle is over.